23rd February 2007,
4.15pm Friday. Yay yay...the week gonna be over. Can't wait for it to end, counting every second. Today work has picking up, not that busy, and not that free. Things run pretty smooth today. Magdalene still on-leave, gonna be back next week. So once she comes back, I'll need to train up Raz. for CDR.
Today I am happy. Strange isn't it? Sometimes I complained so much about my staff and work, sometimes I just wanna praise them, and hug them and love them. Well, I guess there're always bitter sweet experience. 3 years in the Management, learned to see things in different perspective now. We going to have Pharmacy-Steamboat this coming 27th Feb. I attended OT's Steamboat Party today- they invited the HODs and few more Drs. Hokkien said "Lau juak, lau juak" means 'meriah meriah'. So we feel like that, hmm...okay, we can have our own Steamboat Party too, just for ourself, for fellowship and more bondings. Hmm..you know what? Gleneagles has the most old staff compared to other private hospital. Our turnover rate is not as high as others. So, there must have a reason for such- better benefit? Better flexibility? Better Management? Better pay? Yet, human is human, we are just 'not enough'. Never enough lo..how high we climb never enough. So I always tell my gals- to be contented, GMC is the best, can't find any elsewhere.
Today seems good- I walk out from time to time to chat with the staff. Sometimes I can be very sour-face, but I think I'm getting better: more cheerful nowadays. So my gals has learned to see Shirley's mood, but for the past few weeks, I'm more of cheerful smiling. There's always time for everything, so I am learning to be flexible when necessary, and strict when needed. Slowly building up my own different style of leadership. I'm more of 'Soft-Leadership", don't usually 'hentam' people :PP
I praise God that I can be who I am today because of His Grace. He is just so patience with us, not wanting anyone to perish but all to have eternal life. He gives life, and life to the fullest. I don't know what the future holds, whether I will still be with this job few years down the road, whether I will still be in Penang, or what happen next? Taking one thing at a time, walking in step with Daddy, I will surely not be lost.
